Finding my own 'NeverLand'!

Sometimes to just imagine, sometimes to be happy, and sometimes to get away, sometimes to believe I go into this world called ‘NeverLand’!

Something sometimes can affect me in a way that I end up writing! Can be so with many a people and might be just with a few of them!

"A bird doesn't sing because it has an answer, it sings because it has a song..."                                                                                                                     - Maya Angelou

Bearing an untold story within you is rather a difficult task I would say… There is always a dreamer within everyone and there always exists a NeverLand for everyone… All you have to do is believe in it and dream…

It’s not an escape as I see it… It’s a way to be glad you have the power to imagine all you can! It is indispensable…but it’s not an until the end of time kind of thing…

“Fantasy is hardly an escape from reality. It's a way of understanding it.”

                                                                                                                               - Lloyd Alexander

How would your NeverLand be like ?? ‘Cause mine is magical (:P)

There is everyone I want to be there and no one who would rather try spoiling it! It’s not an exceptionally merry place but it has got what I ever dreamed of, imagined with a few monsters and witches too… ( It would be absurd with only all-nice people around! )

It has all the food you can find in the world! (might be silly for some people! But believe me it’s gonna be awesome! ;) )

 There are pirates and ships, rabbits and tigers, pugs and cubs, monster trucks and mclarens, lakes and lilies, race tracks and parks, chocolates and be**s (if u know what ;) ), pool tables and gaming arenas, beaches and mountains, cartoons and xboxes, play stations and movie theatres, buggies and sky scrapers, all the cheerful folks and a magic wand (:P), torQs and a promise that it will always be a happy ending everytime, snowfall and sand dunes, forts and mummies, swords and space ships, chicken and chicken, and a lot of food stuff and some more of the food stuff and yet some more…

I wish I could jump from cliffs and then grow wings to fly, 

I wish I could just drive any car in the world, 

I wish I could go to the times of swords and forts and live like a princess and fight dragons (and be the protector of the realm), 

I wish I had magical powers and go anywhere be there whenever I wanted to be in a place, 

I wish I could eat anything that I thought of,

I wish I would not feel cold in the winters,

I wish could make it to snow anytime,

I wish I never had a cold,

I wish I could live in bedrock and live the pirates of the caribean,

I wish I be a pro in pool,

I wish I could swim,

I wish I had all types of beds there exist,

I wish I lived high always, 

I wish I could be taller (:P), 

I wish I could just shop for everything I wanted (not just have it but shop for it :P hehee),

I wish I had this hot range rover and a mclaren and a chartered jet and a bar of my own (:P), 

I wish I had all the cool gadgets, 

I wish I was psychic , 

I wish I owned all the beaches, 

I wish I could just do anything and everything, I wish I could make everyone laugh!

Hahaa… this is something that is never ending! It will go on and on…I know it will (:P)

This is the part of the day that makes me what I am…this is the phase which makes me get through…

“You must stay drunk on writing so reality cannot destroy you.”

                                                                                                               -Ray Bradbury

The 'Last Semester'

The 'Last Semester'...the very last of those moments in college!

If u ask me its still feels like the initial few days when i just entered the college...alot has changed since then...but the feeling that its been 4 years is just very very new! I dont believe it myself leave the others for now!

Umm its not entirely sad as i would call it but yeah its something we will all miss!
Friend, the department, the roads, pecmarket, verka, music room, hostels, even the person i used to see everyday but never have known him actually...

It will surely be very different when all this ends! The early morning classes, the quest to find something to do to pass time on a day when classes got over fast...
The evenings filled with pool games and cokes and pulpies! Anna ke paranthe and chili garlic chowmein and masala dosa!


Just a month down and I have started my own countdown! Its a very less a time i would say to do everything that i have thot we will do in our college times and now that its actually coming to an end i have realised its only about those moments you have spend...and we try aur level best to gain more and more of such moments we will remember whenever we think of each other!

The trips to Oz, Lyons, Hops and Grains, Sukhna, Amritsar, all the damn dams, forest hill, kishangarh, karnla, simla, dharampur, nolta, chakki mod, and where not...man there are too many places but not too many a places :P

Its a very difficult task to sum up everything...but i ll try doing it one at a time ;P

Its gonna be very nostalgic when we will think about these times...the fights we have had small ones huge ones ones that dint even made sense...the stupid geris, the no logic talks, the torQ moments...

Ohh how can i forget our eating sprees! KFC, McDonalds, Shiv mishthan bandar :P (i kno :P), Chaat from every corner, momos, stuC, Sec 23, and KFC and McDonals and Subway!

But yeah thats a different thing when you look at me you will say I just bluff about the eating part :P Now this is something I really cant help :P


The walk at Sukhna, the forever standing at the department, the IT family talks :P , the never ending pulling of everyones leg.


There are some people whom we cant live without...without whom we would not survive a day....people called buttercup (again!)


At times we really look for people to bug and kill them by the torQs :P
The clashes between the group, the couples in the batch, the cold wars, the hot looks and the cold looks i like calling it :P

To be contd...

A place to be...

Its serene, as some might call it. Its a perfect place to think, ponder upon awhile. This was all that was in this head of mine while i had this walk on the corniche. Its kind of a good place. There is something about this place that makes you think...and its a good feeling....a happy happy place i would call it...the water splashing at a distance...the moon hiding behind that golden tower...a dhow some distance ahead with all the neons it could get...a faint arabic music which surprisingly turns out to be something you will humm for the rest of the evening...and a hint of that peculiar smell near the sea...

You can see all the blacks and whites here...m not being racist (FYI: the dress code)...but yes the blacks and the whites with their high end perfumes which i could smell all along...i wondered to whom did this one belong to...

I so wish i could understand what they were talking...there was this couple ahead of me and i was in this stupid confusion as to if it was a fight or an agreement...whatever...then there was this kid who had no brakes...i guess all kids are the same...

Ahhh how can I not mention the Harleys. I could just stand there and dream of the day i could ride one...and yeah the BMWs Mercs Jaguars GMCs Cadillacs Land Cruisers...yeah! I know! Enough! 

Then there is this oryx standing a few feet tall...just like the torch tower and the stadiums...i mean so much for a momento...

The barn as i heard...ohh its not a barn just a tower which is covered has lights all over...its got an intricate design..its the best i have seen...today it might seem a bit easy to build such a thing but yes it is a masterpiece indeed...

And here they all are... all the runners joggers power walkers and the romancers...ohh wait the Qatar India Phillipine Europe Egypt Pakistan Nepal Africa Asia America and so on...you can always find atleast one person here!

And that's the beauty of it...

You can see the zenith...a far away ship ...modernization...culture...friendship... technology...young...old... kids...its a place to be when you have that 'i need to get out of this' in your head...

Tupples and Buttercups - The song?!

I am still there and maybe the world has moved on...

Reminds me of a time when goodbyes were just in songs...

It’s a matter of time I would just say and end...

You were there to hold when I needed a friend...

It was not all about the hazy days when...

We would sit and think about the worst...

It was about those stupid moments...

We would sit at the lake and spur...

The to do lists and the freaky trips...

Never to forget the fights and the hits...

We took it all along and now here's a song...

How we made through all the mist...

It was stupid enough to sit all night...

Come up with all the stupid fights...

Finding out those lost stairs...

Thinking about some message and the tears...

The smiles the dimples and everything was once so simple...

I am still there and maybe the world has moved on...

Reminds me of a time when goodbyes were just in songs...

...To be contd...

She Smiles...

If u can look in the eyes there is a question

All that has begun and all that has been spun

Appealing it is and yet an excuse there exists

Restless for a while a loneliness and a smile

Often spread in the hole inside a star and a light

She lay to her side and a song was sung beside

All the rest of the world would just stare

But then here's a thing that would brush the air

You count to seven and you get stuck at the three

A damn to care sitting there happens to be just you and me

The moment pass and the song is stuck

Oh dear they would just won’t believe

She lay to her side and a song was sung beside

It was a win or lose and yet again she smiles

In the Mind!

There is sometimes no way to come out of a thought that has been wandering in and about your mind. You know the reason, but you also know that it just wont fly away and you just forget about it forever. There are times when something someone leaves you thinking, lost! That particular instance, moment keeps on looping inside your head as if there's no coming out. Subconsciously, unconsciously you just somehow tend to bring up the topic in your mind. The life, the circumstances, the people, the person, every living and non living thing around just doesn't seem to make any sense. It maybe does at some point of time, but its something like you are not able enough or maybe it is just impossible to predict the life, the circumstances, the people, the person, every living and non living thing that surrounds.
It is said time heals. It is just too long that you might be thinking about something. It has become a habit, or maybe it does not move you as it used to do because it has been the only thing that woke you up in the middle of the night every-time, but now you know about it, you know the drill, you know the feeling ahead, you know the thoughts that will follow.
They say it takes time. You have no idea what will happen in this duration, or maybe now you have a reason to think about everything that you might not have or you might never would have. Is it good? Thinking brings you closer to yourself. but you can also drift away. They call it destructive but it brings about so many things inside you which you would have never known.
Then one day it would just feel that maybe it has been around for too long now. You are over it ? or maybe its just the time to move on to many other valuable things. 
Life never gets stagnant...it moves on...for good for bad for the better for the worse...there's always something to move on from...You live and you learn! Just hang in there!